I realize that every mistake I could make as a young woman
could in fact put my future in danger or jeopardy. Not only will my mistakes affect
me, but they will also affect my husband, my children and so on. When people sin,
they do not take the time to realize the extremity of that sin. It could seem
like just a moment and nothing more than that, but it can hunt you for the
remainder of your life. Your past can literally shape your future. And when you
hold on to it, it can and will destroy any chances of having a stable life in
the future. That is why I vow to my father in Heaven that I will try my hardest
to live righteously and to live by his commandants. I vow to end my family’s
sin cycle, and start a new God-fearing lifestyle, that will resemble God’s
love. I don’t want to be shackled, and buried in lies, and deceit. I want to be
free, and live a life full of joy and peace. I want to be an inspiration to
other young women, and young adult. It is possible to live right; you just have
to want to live right! It’s a choice that you make every day you awake. We don’t
have to go through every situation to learn and grow; we don’t need to kiss a
million frogs to find our prince charming. Whoever said these things? I want to
be at peace with my life; I don’t want nor need the extra unnecessary drama.
Therefore the devil can miss me with that, I’m cool!
The Lord directs the steps of the Godly. He delights in every detail of their life. Psalms 37:23 Are you at a crossroads with trying to make a really tough decision? Have you continously sought the Lord about something to no prevail? Are you fed up with waiting to hear from God on what you should do next? A few months back I was in South Carolina visiting a friend and her family. I spoke with her brother and sister in law about how I just felt like God wasn't hearing my prayers. I expressed how I was growing weary and needing to make a decision soon on rather to return home or give Texas another year. I also shared with them that I desired belonging, something that I had effortlessly back home. (This year taught me vulnerability I must admit because I went from being very closed off about my weaknesses to sharing them unashamedly. I guess I just came to a place of surrender, seeking answers and direction from whomever could provide them. Crossroads do that.) Her sibli...