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I realize that every mistake I could make as a young woman could in fact put my future in danger or jeopardy. Not only will my mistakes affect me, but they will also affect my husband, my children and so on. When people sin, they do not take the time to realize the extremity of that sin. It could seem like just a moment and nothing more than that, but it can hunt you for the remainder of your life. Your past can literally shape your future. And when you hold on to it, it can and will destroy any chances of having a stable life in the future. That is why I vow to my father in Heaven that I will try my hardest to live righteously and to live by his commandants. I vow to end my family’s sin cycle, and start a new God-fearing lifestyle, that will resemble God’s love. I don’t want to be shackled, and buried in lies, and deceit. I want to be free, and live a life full of joy and peace. I want to be an inspiration to other young women, and young adult. It is possible to live right; you just have to want to live right! It’s a choice that you make every day you awake. We don’t have to go through every situation to learn and grow; we don’t need to kiss a million frogs to find our prince charming. Whoever said these things? I want to be at peace with my life; I don’t want nor need the extra unnecessary drama. Therefore the devil can miss me with that, I’m cool!

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