I realize that every mistake I could make as a young woman
could in fact put my future in danger or jeopardy. Not only will my mistakes affect
me, but they will also affect my husband, my children and so on. When people sin,
they do not take the time to realize the extremity of that sin. It could seem
like just a moment and nothing more than that, but it can hunt you for the
remainder of your life. Your past can literally shape your future. And when you
hold on to it, it can and will destroy any chances of having a stable life in
the future. That is why I vow to my father in Heaven that I will try my hardest
to live righteously and to live by his commandants. I vow to end my family’s
sin cycle, and start a new God-fearing lifestyle, that will resemble God’s
love. I don’t want to be shackled, and buried in lies, and deceit. I want to be
free, and live a life full of joy and peace. I want to be an inspiration to
other young women, and young adult. It is possible to live right; you just have
to want to live right! It’s a choice that you make every day you awake. We don’t
have to go through every situation to learn and grow; we don’t need to kiss a
million frogs to find our prince charming. Whoever said these things? I want to
be at peace with my life; I don’t want nor need the extra unnecessary drama.
Therefore the devil can miss me with that, I’m cool!
Throughout my walk with Christ, I have been truly learning how to love others, and stop making everything about me. I have always been a generous, giving, and kind person. But because of being so generous I have been taking advantage of several times by people I would not have thought would do me like that. And yet because I have a kind heart, I still continue to love on them, and help them.If it wasn't for Christ, I would have a bitter heart towards all of those people who did those things to me. I want to live Christ-like, so I choose to keep loving the unloving, and forgiving the unforgiving because I know it will help me grow spiritually, and draw me closer to God. In the bible it says it is better to give, than receive (Acts 20:35). I find myself asking God, how come I have yet to meet other young Christians that are like me, giving, with a pure heart? How come I keep finding myself giving, and not ever receiving? Than I instantly have t...